i love

March 12, 2009 at 4:10 am Leave a comment

the smell of his head with lingers of babyhood
the smell of her milky breath
the puff of air that hits my ear when i lift her over my shoulder

reliving the hundred or so unique, wild, delightful moments of each day as i wade through and sort the hundred or so random stashes of things, my silent nightly ritual

listening to two beings breathing over the monitor as the moon rises outside
realizing over and over that i have absolutely no control and that i don’t want it, anyways

heeding the call of my instincts, stronger now than ever, to be close, to touch, to listen, to flow, to laugh, to let go, to be there every single time you reach for me, absolute presence

scraping off the mashed bananas and crusty rice grains from the cracks in the wooden kitchen table, knowing that i will miss this too

knowing that i grew you once, and that you grow me over and over again

feeling grateful because there is always something new to adore, which helps me feel less sad for every moment already gone

i love…being your mama

picture-692

What do YOU love?

Advertisements

Entry filed under: inspiration.

beyond a shadow of a doubt playgroup

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

Trackback this post  |  Subscribe to the comments via RSS Feed



%d bloggers like this: